You know, I always grew up thinking a certain way about my family. I always thought they were tough enough to handle whatever came their way. I guess my mentality was that IF anything should happen to one of them, I would kill for them if needed. I always thought that meant that I really cared for them.
I have been thinking (dangerous I know) and have come to a new conclusion.
My mindset should be that I should die to keep anything from happening to them. My care and love should go before them, not after them. I should if possible prevent rather than pour out pain.
